Joe I am so sorry to hear of your loose. I know how you feel, I lost my wife this past September 14th due to stage 4 cancer in her liver. I have 2 daughters so brother, I understand and it is hard and it will get even harder in the comming weeks. Stay focused on the Father because there is where your wife will be waiting for you. Joe, I am here if you would like to talk, anytime and we can share a cry together. Give me 1 week, I have surgery in just 2 hours from now to repair or replace a valve in my heart but I would like to talk to you after that. When my wife died I heard a voice in my mind revealed to me that said, "look in the bible within its pages, there you will find me", maybe you to can find comfort within those pages. God Bless you Joe and also your children.