oh yeah... then i had to put my 12 y/o shih tzu down yesterday (her back legs and bladder gave out) and sent my big yard dog off to a new home also (he is too "pit mix chase frenzied".. so it has been a few days of heartache.
my Easy Does It doe stole and broke my heart in 5 days.....she will always be the REASON that i strive to be better and better. Do it all again ? YOU BETCHA ! I still cry over her, but she is what i am painting on my shop that is being converted over to the "rehab area".. by next spring i will be equipped to handle whatever comes down my driveway. she died in my arms vs the road..... i know animals dont feel what we do, but i have to live with doing my best in a situation that i KNEW would not end well......blind in 1 eye (the other eye was getting better) and God knows what internal damages from the car hit...
I know that she will not be the last that i will lose, but as my dad said "you gave her more in 5 days than anyone else would or could have, theres no room for didnt do enuf"..
the part of rehabbing that sux is the losing, but you cant always win, and as long as i try my best, i can go on.. but we are building a secure area so that if i have any that are not able to go back to the wild, will have a safe place to live happy...
but i do know that you guys and gals have taught me so much and shown me how easy it is to appreciate the beauty of these creatures. I am from a hunting family, and all the friends hunt. even these big ole bad redneck hunters of mine were sad...
thank you again. and Gail {{{{{{hugs}}}}}}